…when sleep become the enemy,

When you feel a thought, an urge pressing down and you know you need to act.

If not now, then when?
If not here, then where will the motivation go?

Words unsaid and things undone sometimes seem only to hurt, but this hurt can work in more ways than one and, sometimes, can even be for the best.

Watch what you say. Think through what you do. Or don’t, its up to you.

Your personality shows through who you choose to be. Consciously or not, you always pave the path in front of you with the decisions you’ve made behind you.

Choose wisely, or don’t. The choice is yours.

Published in: on August 18, 2010 at 11:45 pm  Leave a Comment  

A thought with a friend.

Me: I miss the shit outta you guys.

2:06am Mark: miss you too brother, how are things?

2:09am Me: Man…I love this town. Love it. But there are things that just don’t click, you know? Like a true brotherhood. Sure, there have been nights where its been true, genuine people. But its a college town, and sadly, they come and go.

2:09am Mark: I here ya man

2:10am Me: I want to come see you guys soon.

2:10am Mark: come on brother, we’ll be there for ya

2:12am Me: I feel like I need it. School is going so so, kind of a long story about that one. I think I need a different direction.
2:12am Mark: call me sometime brother id love to talk about it

2:15am Me: I will. I appreciate it. I think I need to get out of here soon, though. Just for a short bit.

Published in: on May 20, 2010 at 1:23 am  Leave a Comment  

Quick Question

I know I’m not the most brilliant guy around, but why would admittedly devout Christians be all about celebrating “Festivus For The Rest of Us”?  Did I miss something?

Published in: on December 7, 2009 at 9:39 pm  Leave a Comment  

Finals…ugh.

Just when you think, “Sweet, the semester is almost over!”.  Then you remember those few little things you forgot to do for class. Now you have to do them and the final projects/ papers.  The life of a procrastination specialist is bittersweet.

Published in: on December 2, 2009 at 11:06 pm  Leave a Comment  

Maybe the most legit post I’ll ever do.

With carbon emissions on the rise, a rapidly growing global population, and depleting fossil fuels, America and the rest of the world are scrambling to find sources of alternative energies and other means of transportation that can allow us as humans to grow economically while being mindful of our fragile Earth.  Almost everywhere we look there are companies “going green” by recycling waste, solar panels on the tops of buildings, and wind turbines in our hills and valleys to use less of what we have to and to conserve what is left.  Still, despite all of our efforts, global temperatures are rising and we continue to burn fossil fuels at an alarming rate in our homes and we support those companies who haven’t gone green by continuing to buy from them.  Next to power plants, our cars are most responsible for the carbon emissions and greenhouse gases that make their way into the ozone.  I try to do my part in eliminating as much waste as possible by recycling bottles, cans, and paper products, but most of all I try to leave my car at home and either ride my bike or carpool with someone to the places I need to go.  I want to explain my decision to commute by bike and how it can help to save the world that you and I share.

In today’s America, cars and light trucks account for nearly 40% of the country’s oil consumption while producing almost one-fifth of its total carbon dioxide emissions.  That means that this sect of America’s drivers produces almost 6% of the entire world’s carbon dioxide while they’re driving alone, sitting in traffic, or making senseless short trips to the store or to go shopping, which is one reason why our country is leading the world in green house gas emissions.  6% doesn’t really sound like much, but human activities such as making cement, burning grasslands and forests, and using fossil fuels emits nearly 30 billion tons of carbon dioxide every year.  Our values are often ignorantly placed on possessions (like big cars) to the point that we make sure to capitalize on the “I” in “Americans”, using more resources than we should to get something we don’t need because “we want to”.  America knows there is a problem; we can feel the temperatures rising around us and we know there was less snow last Christmas than there was the year before, but why aren’t we doing anything about it?  If we know that the cars we drive are terribly inefficient, then what do we do?

In October of 2006, Dirt Rag Magazine (a bike magazine based out of Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania) decided to test how inefficient our cars were and see just how far someone could ride a bike on the caloric equivalent of a (one) gallon of gas.  Through scientific experiments, and probably some time searching on the internet, they discovered that there were around 31,000 kilocalories, or Calories, of potential energy in one gallon of gasoline.  Their next step was to put someone on a bike and have them ride off 31,000 Calories to see how far they traveled.  The end result, the distance the cyclist made it, was 633 miles from the front door of their office building.  Are you having trouble figuring out how far that is?  Imagine riding a bike from Boone, North Carolina to New York City (or Ann Arbor, Michigan) via interstates; the average car on the road today only gets around 22-25 miles per gallon.  On a two-mile round trip journey to the grocery store, I have found it quicker to ride my bicycle to get what I need than it is to drive my car.  Time spent waiting for people to walk across the lot and looking for a parking spot is instead spent leaving my bike at the front door, walking in to grab what I need, and going back to my house.  Many people that are skeptical of commuting by bike in cities often try to make the argument that bicycles can’t keep up in traffic, that they only get in the way of motorists and slow down the flow of traffic.  In fact, it is quite the opposite.

In urban areas, the rate of flow of traffic rarely exceeds a maximum of 22 miles per hour.  In the stop and go traffic that is common within cities it is not difficult at all for the average cyclist to keep pace with the flow of traffic and not slow it down at all.  Contrary to popular belief, in these situations and environments it is actually cars that slow down the cyclists who are occupying the same roadway.  Automobiles take up about the same amount of space as five bicycles, meaning bicycle traffic jams clears up five times sooner while auto traffic lines are five times longer.  Productivity of bike messengers in large cities is much higher than that of their motorist counterparts because of the aforementioned ability to navigate through traffic quicker and employers tend to like to use them more, too, because of the lower prices due to the lack of need to buy gas.

What it boils down to is this: our burning of fossil fuels at an increasing rate is only killing us faster, causing more diseases, and ends up costing us more money in the long run.  Our laziness has caused us to become one of the most obese nations in the world and senselessly driving our cars for short errands is burning thousands upon thousands of barrels of oil every day and emitting unneeded poisons in the air.  The two combined are causing heart disease and respiratory diseases and costing taxpayers hundreds of millions of dollars on newly passed healthcare plans to afford the doctors and medicines needed to keep them alive and doing the same thing to themselves over and over again.  Part of the solution to what has become a crisis is right in front of us, it is in the actions of many of our college students and it can lead us to find that youthful spirit we thought we’d lost as we grew older.  Commuting by bike will not only help us find our sense of adventure, it can and will reduce the amount of greenhouse gases we release into the air, give us the exercise we need to be more fit individuals, and will lead us in the right direction to hopefully eliminate our dependence on fossil fuels.  It is better to make these small changes now than to have our children and grand children pay for it later.

Published in: on November 18, 2009 at 8:58 pm  Leave a Comment  

I’ll keep this one short

Halloween weekend, in a word, interesting.

Friday’s alley cat was sick.  Basically a bunch of us ended up running a stop in the cemetery, making everyone that came through dance to Michael Jackson’s “Thriller.”  I was dressed as an ostrich for the occasion.  The night ended with a mega dance party inside a very hot, cramped apartment…just as it should have.  IMG_1766

Saturday was full of all sorts of good things: went to the bagel shop for breakfast, recovered, and looked for anything that had been lost the night before.  Somehow, we managed to find everything.

Sunday was the ‘cross race at Hawk’s Nest- stop number three, I think, in the NCCX series.  Boone Bike hosted the race and did a great job.  There was bike racin, beer drinkin, and a lot more shenanigans to go along with.

But I’m out for now, a more detailed description may follow later…after the mental fog lifts.

Published in: on November 2, 2009 at 4:03 am  Leave a Comment  

Check, check…one, two.

I just had one of the greatest conversations in a while with a friend whom I have only seen a handful of times.  He reminded me of how little control over things I have and I think I really needed it.  He reminded me that sometimes you just have to let go of life’s steering wheel and let Someone Else take control.  I’m not an incredibly religious person, and anyone that knows me could probably back that up, but I believe it is always good to have someone like my friend to keep you in check and to let you know that there are always things beyond our comprehension in store for us.  Whatever my problem, be it girls, financial, or anything else, I just have to accept that things will happen in good time and there is no point in stressing over it.  I am thankful for friends like him for keeping me in check.

Published in: on October 25, 2009 at 7:17 am  Leave a Comment  

A Phone Call

Ring, ring.

Ring, ring.  “Hello, how may I help you?”

Is this Mother Nature?

“One moment, please.”

(Thank you for calling.  Your call is very important to us, so please stay on the line while your party is reached.  Enjoy the music and have a nice day.)

(Estimated wait time is less than: 2 minutes.)

Sigh…

“Hello?…”

Yes, Moth….

“…I’m sorry, I’m unavailable right now.  But please leave a message and I will get back to you as soon as possible.  Thank you and have a lovely day.”

(AAHH!!)  Yeah hi, my name is Ryan.  I was wondering if you could make it stop raining.  I know you just started it around lunch time, but I really want to ride my bike and this whole wind and rain thing really sucks.  If you could do it, say, now, that would be great.  I have some soreness I need to get out of my legs from a race last night and I’m tired of sitting on my couch.  You don’t have to call back, but should you want to my number is 867.5309.  Thanks, Ryan.

Published in: on October 23, 2009 at 9:05 pm  Leave a Comment  

The first go ’round

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It’s Nothing, Really is simply my general observations of people’s interactions with others.  It will probably get off topic.  A lot.  It will probably contain talk of beer, bikes, friends, and the beers we drink after riding bikes with our friends.  If I am drinking coffee instead then I may say something about coffee.

I take pictures of things so that will probably be on here, too.

Basically, whatever I want to put on here will probably be on here.

Published in: on October 14, 2009 at 4:09 am  Leave a Comment  
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